I've always been that person to just know what I wanted to do. I know what type of person I want to date and what I hope to be in life. Now I'm questioning what should I be in life. I just do not know. I'm confused, I'm doubting a lot of things. I'm doubting who I am and who I could be. Not everything is working out exactly how I want it to be in the order I need it to be so I'm questioning myself and what should be. How do you know what's meant to be? You don't! Because what will be, will be. I have to just wait and be patient. But that's not me. I like to make things happen and make sure what I WANT, will be. I feel like my control is slipping away. I'm at the point where it's not my choice anymore. What's going to happen will just happen. I just want to know what's going to happen. I see it as black and white. Will I be successful or will I not. I don't want how I feel and where I am at this point to discourage me and be the reason I loose my biggest goal in life. Sometimes you're just not going to know. So I guess I have to keep working as hard as possible to be prepared for what's to come.
~Don't let fear of not knowing get in the way of your future.